My interest in CFNM started back when I around age 12 or 13. Curiously, before that age, I was really shy about my own nudity. I could not stand to be seen naked by anyone, male or female- even family members. For longest time I would not even take baths without leaving my underwear on, LOL! I remember my father telling me of how he had swim naked in school while girls were allowed to wear swim suits. I was always troubled and a bit angered at that idea as a child. I thought it was so unfair that boys had to be naked and girls didn't. I would have been mortified at that time if I was made to swim unclothed and I certainly would never let a girl see me naked!
But again, this all changed once I hit puberty. Around age 12 or 13 I was browsing books at the grocery store and saw the cover of a Johanna Lindsey novel titeld "Tender is the Storm." Here is the link to the pic of the cover
https://www.fictiondb.com/covers/0380896931.jpg. I found it curious how the man was depicted as the one naked while the woman was fully dressed. And this was a pretty risque cover for a novel for that time, especially to be out in the open in a grocery store for someone as young as myself to see. And again I thought of the unfairness of the depiction. Why did the man have all of his clothes off but the woman didn't? But this time I felt a little different about this "uneveness" of nudity. I was no longer offended by it but very curious. And my curiosity continued to grow and I actually began to seek out more material and examples of this type of depiction. And the more images or depictons in movies and TV that I found, the more my interest grew and found myself really enjoying the idea of being naked in front of woman. Why this is the case I really can't put my finger on to this day. Perhaps it is the idea of role reversal or being objectified by a woman. Or perhaps it's the idea of being exposed and vunerable. If you think about it, men in a way are naturally a little more naked than women. Our sexual organs are front and center and easy to see while the woman's are pretty much hidden. You can see also when we are sexually turned on while it is much harder to know when just looking at a woman.
For the longest time I thought I was unique and alone in my interest in CFNM, until the internet of course. It is amazing how so many other people are into this "fetish" and how much it has grown over the years. Anyway, I am glad I have found a home with people that share the same interest and look forward to exploring it more.
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