My first true CFNM experience was when I was about 12 or 13 years old. By true I mean I had many when growing up, but this is the first that really truly felt like a 'CFNM experience'. I'll explain.
We were very casual about nudity in my house when I was growing up. My parents were nude in the mornings before getting dressed for work and at our pool and when we had really hot weather, so of course me and my sister followed suit and we were nude most of the time as well. No one ever made a big deal about it. My sister stopped for a couple years when she started puberty I think. And living in California it was always easy with our very temperate climate. We were basically nudists but we didn't call ourselves that, even we visited nude or clothing-optional resorts and nude beaches as a family. We were just very liberal and open about bodies and there was no shame in nudity. My parents told us it was the same way for them when they were growing up. So it went back a couple generations, which I'm thankful for because I always felt it made things easier at home and less stressful.
This all made me very comfortable from a young age being nude in the company of clothed and nude females. It was very natural to be nude and I remember never wanting to wear clothes unless I absolutely had to, especially when in really hot weather.
I had been nude around my parents' adult friends when I was swimming nude in our backyard pool and at friends of the family who had pools. And I remember never thinking it was anything other than perfectly natural, even though I remember the girls and all the women giving me lots of attention. (Much later I understood -- that I didn't realize at the time -- that my penis was pretty big, so that was probably why. And I was a good looking kid. I'm guessing. Maybe also because I was open, free and confident with nudity.)
All the female attention on my physique from swimming, volleyball, biking and weight lifting made me proud of my body and as I got older (starting around about 12 or 13 years old). And being nude with females, whether they were also nude or clothed, started to give me a little thrill, and boost my confidence even more, maybe because I began to notice the differences in penis size, and that a lot of females, including my older sister Natalie, glancing down and taking long looks at my penis. Not in a sexual way of course, she's my older sister. Just noticing body parts that are bigger than other kids' my age.
My parents, and especially my mom always encouraged nudity, because for her it meant much less laundry to do. So I only ever got positive reinforcement regarding nudity. I can't remember anyone ever saying anything negative about my nudity when I was growing up -- except for my older sister who always tried to tease me with silly comments about my penis ("The girls are really going to like you with that big thing!" ... "Geezus! Do you ever trip over that thing?!") which, at that age, I didn't really understand at all if it was funny or mean or what.
Anyway, more about that later. This is about one of the first times I remember a really thrilling CFNM situation because it caught me completely off guard.
I got up early one Sunday morning and went to the toilet. I was fully nude as usual in the morning. While I was in the bathroom I could hear my parents and my sister Natalie talking in the kitchen like every morning, so as I usually did, I walked down the hallway to the kitchen for breakfast.
From the hallway I walked thru dining room, which was next to the living room, and I turned to my right to go into the kitchen, I thought I heard a whistle of some kind but I didn't know where it was coming from. I walked into the kitchen and my dad was dressed in shorts and a t-shirt. My sister and my mom both had bras and panties on or maybe t-shirts. I thought to myself: "That's strange that everyone is wearing something first thing in the morning." I said, "Good morning, why do you ..."
My sister interrupted me and blurted out, "Oh, you must have seen Jessica. She's in the living..." Jessica was one of my sister's friends who we all liked. She was always very nice to me and talked to me like I was the same age as her and my sister. (They're both 4 1/2 or 5 years older than me so they would have both been about 16 or 17 at the time.)
Suddenly I heard a voice right behind me, "I guess you didn't hear me when you walked through the living room." It was Jessica of course. "Good morning Steve!" I turned to see her and said "Oh, hello Jessica." She was beautiful with dark brown hair, an infectious smile and a great body, intelligent and fun. I think it was Jessica who I thought I'd marry someday because I thought she was perfect. Not sure exactly, but I think she wearing pajamas or one of Natalie's over-sized t-shirts and panties or pajama bottoms.
Then I turned my head toward Natalie and said, "No, I didn't see her in there. I guess she spent the night?" I walked into the kitchen because Jessica had been standing right behind me and next to the doorway. So I walked over so I was standing next to the wall of cabinets so she could see me better, my penis clearly on display and getting thicker by the minute. "Yeah, we came home late, after the concert last night." I looked to Jessica and said, "You guys are up early for being out so late."
And as I did, I guess Jessica must have thought I was still directing my question to Natalie because Jessica's eyes were looking directly at my penis, which immediately gave me even more of a turn-on and probably brought me up to about half mast. I remember getting even more excited when I saw her breathing heavier and her eyes getting bigger and her faced got flush. (I remember thinking, "Why is she embarrassed? I'm the one completely nude!") I walked over to the refrigerator to get some juice and I could feel Jessica's eyes on my butt and my balls and penis from behind.
After getting orange juice from the refrigerator I turned around and she was smiling really big at me then her eyes her went back down shamelessly to my penis as I drank my juice. "Damn, this is amazing! This tingling feeling in my penis is incredible!" I thought to myself.
I'd been in countless CFNM situations many times before -- and Jessica and my sister's other friends had seen me nude before -- but I remember thinking this was the first time I was feeling so excited and my penis getting so much thicker seemingly from the excitement of a girl looking at my body and more specifically, openly staring at my penis, already very big for a 12-year-old boy. Later I understood these new feelings were because of puberty.
My mom told me to go get something on because we had a guest. Jessica looked at my sister like she wanted back up and said, "That's OK. It's fine with me. We're all friends." Natalie smirked at Jessica then at me. I said, "But I'm hungry. And yeah, we're all friends." My mom said, "Maybe later, in the pool. But for now, please put on a robe or shorts and t-shirt.
I remember leaving the kitchen and how flushed I was from this total thrill I was experiencing and the mystifying tingle in my balls and penis, and seeing it getting harder as I walked back to my room, And my confusion, but loving it all. And I remember wondering if I would continue to feel this new incredible sensation the next time I was nude with females checking out my goods. And of course the answer was a resounding Yes! I was hooked.
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